Yeah, She definitely does follow a pattern. She had read somewhere about it. How women tend to follow a typical pattern while they subconsciously choose to fall for there significant other. Now she could join all the pieces, relate and see that she would always somehow fall for all the difficult Men. Or Boys.. All these guys with ideals, morals, values.. head in the clouds, ambitious guys. But if nothing, he would be amazing at heart. Elder guys usually wooed her more often then not. But then.. nothing ever ends without buts uhh.. He would have to be difficult, stuck in love or career focused. And I guess she subconsciously went for it because she knew that this will ensure her to be out of his focus of attention. But having enough to be able to ask for it. Unwanted attention was the last thing she enjoyed.
The drama and adventure of investing herself and fighting towards unattainable things attracted her may be. Because she never gave up. He would become the world she would live in and every smile of her's would be on his account. Such was the way she fell; emotionally invested. He would become the first person to know the trivial details of her insignificant day. And he would happily revel with her as an accomplice; in all her tiny adventures. But then again; again they would realize how hard and fast she has fallen. Reality comes crashing in. They would run from that. And hide. But to no accord. Like waves they will come crashing back to each other. Ever touching, Ever seeing. Never meeting.
Always in the shadows of her ablaze self, would be someone who would truly believe to have fallen for her. And she loves him, but just that. She isn't in any fight here to achieve. Her fight here is to balance and that's worse. There's lot of patience and concentration required. No impulsive passionate shots of pure fury or pleasure. Just this frustrating obsession of perfection, balance, harmony.
But no one knows what she has been tired of explaining. She doesn't want the world at her feet. Just something that's enough to make her happy. And no amount of efforts are really required. If you click, she will fall in your arms happily. Then again, this entire game that she puts herself into. This maze between the person who sets her on fire and the one who seeks her shadows. It's all in her head. All the time. One moment she's dipping her toes in pure throes of fury or impulse, the next second she's fighting hard in her head to set the scales right. Continuously lost in this maze, they haunt her in her dreams too.
- ThatGirl.Again
The drama and adventure of investing herself and fighting towards unattainable things attracted her may be. Because she never gave up. He would become the world she would live in and every smile of her's would be on his account. Such was the way she fell; emotionally invested. He would become the first person to know the trivial details of her insignificant day. And he would happily revel with her as an accomplice; in all her tiny adventures. But then again; again they would realize how hard and fast she has fallen. Reality comes crashing in. They would run from that. And hide. But to no accord. Like waves they will come crashing back to each other. Ever touching, Ever seeing. Never meeting.
Always in the shadows of her ablaze self, would be someone who would truly believe to have fallen for her. And she loves him, but just that. She isn't in any fight here to achieve. Her fight here is to balance and that's worse. There's lot of patience and concentration required. No impulsive passionate shots of pure fury or pleasure. Just this frustrating obsession of perfection, balance, harmony.
- ThatGirl.Again
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